Past does not smoke, more and more intense pain in the hearts faint, the total write articles in memory of his father, my old father, ah, immediately is your memorial day, memorial day, the day your son to go to your grave, and you kowtow Sincerely, a stick of incense burning paper, so the memorial day on the eve of your son put himself in the office, not allow anyone to disturb, as one write to you in eulogy is to kowtow to go back to your grave.
a year ago, your old people leave this sudden disaster, took the raw so students love our father, to a happy family had brought great sorrow, but also to be my son's mind to do the lingering shadow. My father died in the first anniversary of the memorial day old to be approaching, as the son of piercing grief that can be imagined. The passage of time does not play down our longing for his father, but it is thought that more and more, more and more concentrated. He was still smiling hall to listen to his son before you cry, almost all had gas to go back ... the location of your son in mind above all else! Before leaving the poor life of the father did not leave us anything, but he puts his glorious name, enviable reputation and his integrity of character to stay deep in the hearts of children. Dad, you in this life is too unusual, though you are only the flag of poverty in a country where the ordinary cadres, but in your body, but many extraordinary things happen ... ... a man honest, hard ... from a unit went to a unit, regardless of unit size, regardless of job size, you hard working,UGG shoes, no regrets, never complained.
in the corridor through the memory of my heart still pain. Careful not to sink into the deep and fond memories, and I miss like a wilderness of weeds wildflowers soaring aimlessly! I started from the festival continued often dream of his father, the dream of you sometimes smiling, sometimes old and haggard, and often do a bad dream, I always can not help but worry, worry about the father in heaven unhappy life, worried about his lonely, worried that he is still suffering from pain, suffering, tears always quietly slipping. In life there are too many moments of my father, I will touch hearts, and only in the dead of night in the evening, I can let the mind free-Benz, let the tears flow arbitrary, but who will be with me talking about the flavors and taste of the past that it ... ... 5.24 days,UGG bailey button, it is easy to sad season. Today is a sad day. Originally, I do not want to bring a pen ah sad, but I can not help but write this anniversary of the funeral oration, --- mark my old father, the first anniversary of the memorial day.
how his familiar smile: bright,Discount UGG boots, warm sun, like bloom. Life bit by bit, a movement, a gesture, word, and the home of his father used an object can evoke our deep longing for his father. This time last year, is the father of life's most painful for some time, but also we have an unforgettable day, the disease has become a Shouguruchai father tortured the elderly. Often think of my father, raising his hand had no strength with the case, will not help the tears flow down. No one dare not mention, who do not have the heart to mention, I remember last year, his father in the wake of the night, I walked into his father's room, saw less than 2 years to buy a new building, rows of furniture, stands silent, open matt secret window, the room became dark shade, as if to ask its master that? I think the father must be in heaven watching us, with his kindly smile. Yes, he will laugh with relief, he lived, loved, best ever, so that he can do everything, experienced everything a person can experience. Loess accompany your cup of elderly people, moon and stars always followers of you. Loess silent, the father and we were divided into two worlds, separated Yin and Yang ...
met many times in dreams ... leaving ... not just crying, regret, regret most in my heart ... ... all the pain ...
the world than to lose their loved ones, more deep-seated pain, and broke our hearts ... sometimes necessarily be in tears ...
sometimes awakened from the dream, ecstatic, excited ... it was dreamed his father, as before ... and so the dark night as the new cover everything, got to know it, was only a dream, all the lost loved ones is no longer, no longer back the tears ... ...
ah, never scouring endless pain that brain, heart hurt ... no one can understand in the deepest of my heart ......
father went away, he still has many, many things , did not do, did not complete the ... ... identify pancreatic cancer is only 5 months time, how can a man die so easily. But it is really, really, this fact can not refuse.
disease for a short period of six months to win his life, hateful pancreatic cancer! The greater evil to the extreme! ! ! We even see my son one last time to the emergency did not go very fast ... my father, but the pain does shed forever in our heart ... ...
time flies, more Near is the father of the first anniversary of the memorial day of the dead. I do not know why, but recently there feeling like crying, slowly forgotten the pain and thoughts and come raging flood, the faint hearts of stagnation followed the sadness and strong, and if the negative This community is that people imagined dead relatives as a kind of sustenance, a fear of death resolve, then, I believe in hell with the Yang sector is no different, only a formal conversion, an alternate time and space , then the students how Huan, dead afraid of it! yin and yang of our loved ones apart, but to the far door,Bailey UGG boots, went to his body has been in accordance with the peace of mind, we live in the world of relatives, why is The interval between yin and yang, despair and weep it?
separated Yin and Yang said, remembering the days in Beijing, and doctors at Concord Hospital after a brief conversation, ... ... I have all my grief at the moment languages are choking in the throat, worried me the most during the days that we conceal the true condition did not tell his father, but no alternative but to look at him during the days when illness has been increasing. Father eating expensive drugs, mouth murmured to himself: share the joy of ... ... the streets every day is also a difficult exercise step by step, ah! How I wish father was a poor overcome the disease, and we live together ah! Now want to know if his father had cancer a little faint signs of, 08 before the Spring Festival, my father asked me to personally call a few numbers back, I said 4, and later asked several times in succession ... but we know his father in Beijing When the true condition, think of his whole life's tough, to concede defeat easily, they would understand his interpretation of his life with the meaning of self reliance.
father left this for some time, I have every point in my father in heaven for the online memorial and the memorial dedicated to the blog when you are old, so I can not stop feeling nostalgic thoughts and imagination to as if his father was still sitting on the sofa, I can always see your smile, as if his father died 10 days before I go home to visit the scene of the old father again came back to me, a gentle first enter the house sentence:
so watched his father go! His whole life in excitement, nervous state, strong a lifetime of wrinkles, is now relaxed, weak, and dim; he was even glad to not be completely solved when the eyebrows, is and always to stretch ; his eyes closed, no matter when and where the pair, always follow me, and loving eyes eyes, and never shut down in the back of his eyelids, never looked at me; his mouth is closed forever, together with those of Zhong Chang not to say to me all to stay in between the tongue! Memories of the face of my father, I have not the patience to listen carefully, listen from now on is no longer missing! I just thought I kept the needs of his father's care, attention, listening, but never thought my father needs care, attention, to listen ah! What I
luxury? I can not wait for the afterlife and the fate of his father, it can not escape I miss my father's plight. I can only wish my father asked me something more than a dream, let me in the dream said to him: Father, please forgive me!
Originally planned to come home to you when the elderly over the memorial day, to be a video to remember, and then placed in heaven and blog online memorial inside the line, do not want to once again bring this sad too, because even if I do write all the text, I can write my father in return to do different and can not repay love? do I write about his guilt? I could write his thoughts to do it? To this end, I have endured great sadness, or words pinned to my grief again. Plain water because the father's strength of character to enjoy life and moved and pleased. Dear father, you have to leave our first anniversary, you are away from home right? Your ordinary life, or as safely through the day? Do you know? You quietly leave the pain and bring my mother how to how your sons and daughters weep? We do this shouting himself hoarse, crying swollen eyes, could not reverse, bring back your return to earth.
< br> Recalling his father's life, is tortuous, is trivial, but the twists and turns that he can stand up straight difficult ordeal, pragmatic and courageous to face all the difficulties of life, silently swallowing the life of the grievances, stubborn and unyielding alive, regardless of any hardships, the students do not give up on hope, slowly under the pressure of life and suffering, humiliation and stubborn alive, officials from a country drive to become leading cadres. life is a kaleidoscope, which experienced the vicissitudes of change, a body of flesh and blood of what students will pay the burden, which threw off a few words, it is real and one's life portrayal of the suffering, the need for what patience and persistence, to face the invasion of Health and the dark clouds? think about the suffering of the poor father, I have burst into tears, crying!
upright father, irritable nature magnanimous and never pander to flattery , with a prime real heart frank and sincere with people and serious work, in the ordinary workplace, with a son's enthusiasm for the work, whether to serve the unit, regardless of unit size is love of the work, sense, conscientious, Rongrubujing, very calm and quiet, contentment, peace of mind, live from the leisurely from comfortable in, although not Yuanming the surreal world of the range of the great saphenous, but also has taken under Ju East Gracilaria , leisurely see the nature of the South. father you are contented, and it is always fun, because you are extraordinary, but also is true. You are magnanimous, but also comfortable, so life does not become too much of the leadership Of course, culture has a relationship with her father, in short, my father, your life is successful, you live a wonderful person, father, I am proud of you!. think about it, your life is complete, the children and grandchildren, enjoy the happiness of family life, although not had a title-Lee Lu, riches and honor, but you can enjoy the calm and quiet all the fun of ordinary life, those of the vanished years, as if a plot of dust across the glass, see, catch none. We linger, stop, or even back helplessly watching countless times.
father's one is plain, but his life is true and rich, he can stick in the twists and turns and unyielding, but also faith in the peaceful environment so grateful for life, people the oldest old, gastrointestinal healthy, Manmianhongguang, but unfortunately could not escape pancreatic cancer is silent killer this ruthless killing of the father's life, he took time to get medical treatment, children of their security, such as sleep generally gone, as the call of God, go to heaven. I kind of fatherly love and the loss of heartbreak, pain and broken hearts.
I feel as if you wake me a few days, when the situation seemed to heaven too In sadness, lightning, a rain, for a dust storm. But sickness and death is an irresistible law of nature who, though small to large experienced a lot of life to death, every time also like adults learn, gratitude for life's short and helpless. However, until time to lose your old father, my only real experience real life to death, life and death even to know what is the heart. At this point my heart like a thousand needles in the bar, ten thousand at the cutting knife, and his son with a bang in the heart burst in pain, to ignore the kind of call every day, called my father's frustration should not be so far, I can not use the language to express. At this time to really enjoy what is helpless, helpless, weak, what is conceding, what is the Oath, what is the piercing ... ..., but in all the grief at this time can only be used cry to express. As son and his wife are not around to take care of the mother's responsibility to take the little brother, regardless of wind and rain brother and my cousin to take care of his mother, far away in Hohhot Come on little sister's son can only see Huijia Look, in bursts a call back hello. Today, you left the first anniversary, I remember you here. I want to tell you that your grandson is also on the University of Ukraine, he explained to test students on their own, Dad, you can listen to, hear your grandson's determination to do, you will like me, happy tears !
Yeah fathers father, son, you give a life, has been reported that his son could not say. But the children have their own welfare, children and grandchildren all have to rely on their own efforts to create, there is no heaven can come to assistant and courier the. Your son the past few years on the run constantly, not his inability to live as normal, because you give him life, while giving him a restless heart. You never told his son what he wanted, what they are doing, your son want to do is far beyond your wishes and imagination, so he did not want you to worry about him.
course, now that everything is late, my heart is extremely tired and extremely clear. Pen to miss my father is my greatest consolation! I know all this has been irretrievably lost, since you choose to leave us so strongly, the son can only choose to leave the same as you select the firm to live in, good to live in, because the only way to be worthy of your kindness to me the elderly. I believe your son will be free and easy like a real man to face life, to comfort your soul in heaven.
relatives or weeping, others are also songs. Dear father of your children will always remember you, your soul is always with us, you are safe as the appearance will always live in our hearts, dear father rest in peace !
cold winter snow, knowing about mountain stream;
faint on the horizon, desolately western sun;
vast expanse of heaven and earth, the mother where to find;
nonetheless go back men, and affection in my heart.
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